| - Storm I got frustrated in the world of clothes. I tried ironing, a discipline I rarely practice, then I somehow melted some of another piece of fabric onto the shirt I was ironing, then I immediately threw it in hot water hoping for the best. When I threw it into the hot water, the water overflew and leaked all over the floor, I was annoyed and just left and decided I will blog for the first time in a while. I know its been a while because I couldnt remember what button to push to get to this screen to blog... took me a good while. Not exactly proud of that. Its raining outside. I like that. I have an interview on Friday... pretty dern excited. I feel all grown uppy and like... I dunno. just good. I have this habit of getting over anxious sometimes its legitiment, most of the time it is not, but I was termondously over anxious yesturday because of this interview... A level of anxiety I have not felt since I took the GRE. Then something happened. I love epiphanies, whatever it takes to get me back to reality. Last night as I was going through another one of my 20 minute freak outs, and as i gathered my thought throughout the day i was informed through song, scripture, devotional, and friends, to: Chill out. Lifes worse case senerio does not envolve me not getting a job I want. God knows what I want more then I do. He knows exactly where to put me in order for me to grow and be pushed. I feel like I learn the same lesson every 3 weeks. Trust in Him. He has got it all worked out. Since that realization I have had such a peace! Im pretty excited for wherever my future takes me. So I look at the mysterious hazy future of mine, and I say: BRING IT. Now all I have to do is convince myself of this on friday. Right. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Phil 4:6-7 | 
